Monday, April 17, 2006;

Bamn.

I'm physically exhausted. In a good sense I guess. I'll never have knew that my body can take so much if i never tried. Its amazing how much more you can go simply by pushing yourself harder. Its all in the mind. Had hockey everyday last wk cept for gd friday. The excitement of season is definitely drawing closer. A really big incentive/motivation for the whole team. Term 2 is definitely the most exciting part of the hockey and non-academic calender, with so many activities coming up. Well, i hope we give a good account of ourselves in this year's tourny. The time has come for us to exorcise the demons of last year's season.

Hockey aside, i think i've grown a lot closer to God over this lent. Its amazing. Im glad i took the step instead of playing the waiting game. Waiting, waiting, waiting. And He's just beside you, its a matter of seeking him.

I'll prob get it done next year. I'll be 17 then. hmm. If i have a choice it'll prob be easter over christmas. I guess it was only ever a matter of time and its because I want to be perfectly sure. No doubts whatsoever. It'll mark a new chapter. And it'll make sense to prepare now.

Its nice to come back from trainings or a match and to have someone with some experience and a common thinking in sports to talk to. Be it the joy, the excitement, the good, or the screw-ups, the near misses, the bad, these are just numerous experiences that can be shared. They delight in your delight, they pick you up from the dumps. Thank God for blessing me by putting these wonderful people in my life. Thank Him today.

Song on my Playlist: Fast Forward by Don't Look Down

Fall asleep to me
I'll be there when you wake up
When you start your day your right next to me
But I can't explain
How feelings move so fast
Once they start I can't control how my heart
Feels for you

But i never knew
I'd see you smile
I fade into your eyes
We'll be hangin out
Forehead to forehead
My hand held in yours

Fading fast without you here
I need you near to calm my fears
And be my brighest star
No one know what you are to me
Finding the right words to say never came so easily
Count on me to believe in you

But I never knew
I'd see you smile
I fade into your eyes
We'll be hangin out
Forehead to forehead
My hand held in yours

10:50 PM